I was the tree.
Alone but strong,
I thought I would always be.
But none may defy
nature’s law of ageing and decay,
through the dance of time passing by.
The universe’s way of communication.
The constant increase of entropy,
towards the inevitable end-station.
All those promises, all those dreams.
Made only to be broken,
tearing life at its seams.
There was a world far away, in which you and I lived.
Walking on the paths of our dreams, I said to you,
I admit, I am in love. If this is not love, what is it?
I am alone, I am alone, I am alone. Without you,
I am alone
Your innocence, your laughter. I miss your simplicity.
In my eyes, in my breaths. You are in my heart, in its beat
Our togetherness lasted centuries.
If you are not here, my heart is lonely.
Why did you get upset with me, what was my mistake?
You left my world barren, all your promises were lies.
I am alone, I am alone, I am alone. Without you,
I am alone
I am alone, I am alone, I am alone. Without you,
I am alone
(Original in urdu by Raeth from their album Raeth)
I pray that when you read this, you are safely on the other side of the ocean.
It was good to have you here as always. Remember that I will always be eagerly awaiting your next visit, in whichever season it may be. And always receive you with a big smile.
Take with you all the good memories, leave behind any sad and awkward moments. Take with you the strength you gained, and keep with you the support you always have from this side of the ocean.
Remember that I am closer than your own heart. Closer than the distance between you and sadness. Closer than the time it takes for a tear to slide down your cheek.
Forgive me for all my shortcomings and mistakes. For my childish behaviour and immature nature. Look past my weaknesses and you will see goodness and friendship, and deep and genuine care. Look beyond it all and you will see yourself living in my heart.